First time

Bad day.. being knocked by car on federal highway. I would say, poor little kelissa. Is not his fault and yet he got it worst! A word to describe --> HAMBURGER

1st time reporting police abt traffic accident. It takes me more than 2 hours to settle it. Oh dear, what happened to our dearest policeman? They said: "Ah Moi, tunggu sebentar." Waited and waited... They shouldnt take such a long time to settle a simple case. If that so, how do they settle a big case? Luckily Ching was there accompanying me, if not I will be super bored.

Bad luck, being with me for ages dy, lots of bad things happened recently. When will it comes to an end? Finger crossed!

Insomnia

It's an insomnia night again~ This is the 2nd one in this week! Is it that hard to fall into sleep?
I am sleepy, but jz couldnt close my eyes, go into the dream world. Suffering....

With my schedule, should I change? I am in dilemma... I am not prepared, I am stressed! But, do I really need any preparation? Not physically but mentally~ I have 1 more week so that I am mentally well prepared! It shouldnt be a hard thing for me right? And with this change, I have to give up my Brunei trip. Worth it?

I hate long night. Alone, facing the walls... and thinking of him. I am lonely now~

Zagzagel

Zagzagel --> Angel of wisdom, chief guard of the 4th heaven, angel of the burning bush. Teaches us how to listen and see inwardly. Wisdom is the result of searching deep within for truth. Archangel Zagzagel teaches us to look to heaven for the wisdom that resides within ourselves. Archangel Zagzagel teaches us to look within to reach our full potential. To be authentic in all things is wisdom and this angel can help you travel within without fear and find where you are falling short of being the magnifiecent person that Higher Power want you to be. Zagzagel weilds the sword of the of insigt and teach that the wisdom of God is fearless, powerful and triumphant and will assist you in overcoming your fears.

Ke Nee needs wisdom to go through all these!!!!!!!

Happy Father's Day~

~~Happy Daddy's Day~~

Is this me?

[1] Say you were in a relationship for 2 years and your boy/girlfriend cheated on you:
= cry:'(

[2] What was the last conversation you had with your best friend about?:
= I miss YOU so much~~

[3] Your most recent ex says he/she hates you, you say:
= ..... *speechless*

[4] Are you afraid of roller coasters?:
= kinda but still wanna try it. hehe:P

[5] Would you rather go to a party in or out of town?:
= probably in town... I am becoming more KL girl~~~

[6] What are you supposed to be doing right now?:
= sleeping?

[7] One wish?:
= he will be at my side...

[9] How is life going for you right now?:
= can't find a word to describe, but adapting la

[10] Do you miss any ex girlfriends/boyfriends?:
= what do you think?

[11] Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?:
= yea.. but truth is always so cruel....

[12] Last person to comment you?:
= YH

[13] Is there any meaning behind your profile song?:
= yeaa

[14] Do you believe what comes around goes around?:
= of course~

[15] What is your favorite fruit?:
= as long as it is fruit, i will like it!

[17] Do you trust people easily?:
= sometimes

[18] Who's the one person that always gets you through the day?:
= someone

[19] Do you give out second chances easily?:
= always

[20] Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?:
= depends on who

[21] Done anything illegal?:
= create record illegally?

[22] Do you like steak?:
= nope^

[23] Are you a lover or a fighter?:
= erm.....

[24] What the colour of your eyes?:
= black

[25] When was the last time you went out?:
= morning... went to work~

[26] What was the last movie you saw?:
= ah long pte ltd

[27] Who made you smile today?:
= that 2 cute trainees...

[28] Do you smile a lot?:
= yepps~

[29] Best thing that happened to you this week?:
= went to the hot spring at ulu yam, tired but enjoyed~

Bad Day~

CDR, is really not belong to my place.. i am disliking the place not becoz i dun like the ppl there, is just that i am mentally unfit for this department. i shud pray that this 4 weeks will go faster...
While i was writing the worksheet, i saw ppl suffering fr diff type of cancer.. i felt their pain... especially those children, or some babies... why they have to undergo all this???

Went to the ward with her juz now, I saw the BHT, I saw the diagram that the doctor draw... is so similar, similar to those I used to see it... I tried to stop my tears... trying hard and hard... afterall, I cried in the journey home. Is so pain to see all these.... Half way, only I remembered, I forgot to punch my card!

Reached home, as usual, on computer... saw his nick, jz wanna see whether he is fine, but ended up.... ya, life is cruel... dear, let's pray hard together and go through it together!!! Gambateh~~~

The only good thing today is .............. I got my leave form signed!! without any queries..... Yes, I am having holiday soon..... getting far far away from that department!

And today, I really need to apologise to Jeevan! Sooooooo sorry la......

Dilemma

I have been working in that super busy hospital for 6 weeks... yea, is 6 weeks. time flies... yesterday was my last day in in-patient dept, and next week, I have to adapt to a new environment again~~ but luckily, I have u all as my friends there, at least I am not lonely! hehe:P

After all these days, I still miss that small small land! (actually not small la, is much bigger than M'sia. haha..) I miss all the things there... the weather, the people, the air, friends, public transports, colby place, uni, central market, rundle mall, china town, budhha bar, k box, ... , and YOU! I miss you crazyly....

I started to write my resume that day, but gave up half way. I am in dilemma......