Bad day.. being knocked by car on federal highway. I would say, poor little kelissa. Is not his fault and yet he got it worst! A word to describe --> HAMBURGER
1st time reporting police abt traffic accident. It takes me more than 2 hours to settle it. Oh dear, what happened to our dearest policeman? They said: "Ah Moi, tunggu sebentar." Waited and waited... They shouldnt take such a long time to settle a simple case. If that so, how do they settle a big case? Luckily Ching was there accompanying me, if not I will be super bored.
Bad luck, being with me for ages dy, lots of bad things happened recently. When will it comes to an end? Finger crossed!
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Insomnia
It's an insomnia night again~ This is the 2nd one in this week! Is it that hard to fall into sleep?
I am sleepy, but jz couldnt close my eyes, go into the dream world. Suffering....
With my schedule, should I change? I am in dilemma... I am not prepared, I am stressed! But, do I really need any preparation? Not physically but mentally~ I have 1 more week so that I am mentally well prepared! It shouldnt be a hard thing for me right? And with this change, I have to give up my Brunei trip. Worth it?
I hate long night. Alone, facing the walls... and thinking of him. I am lonely now~
I am sleepy, but jz couldnt close my eyes, go into the dream world. Suffering....
With my schedule, should I change? I am in dilemma... I am not prepared, I am stressed! But, do I really need any preparation? Not physically but mentally~ I have 1 more week so that I am mentally well prepared! It shouldnt be a hard thing for me right? And with this change, I have to give up my Brunei trip. Worth it?
I hate long night. Alone, facing the walls... and thinking of him. I am lonely now~
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Zagzagel
Zagzagel --> Angel of wisdom, chief guard of the 4th heaven, angel of the burning bush. Teaches us how to listen and see inwardly. Wisdom is the result of searching deep within for truth. Archangel Zagzagel teaches us to look to heaven for the wisdom that resides within ourselves. Archangel Zagzagel teaches us to look within to reach our full potential. To be authentic in all things is wisdom and this angel can help you travel within without fear and find where you are falling short of being the magnifiecent person that Higher Power want you to be. Zagzagel weilds the sword of the of insigt and teach that the wisdom of God is fearless, powerful and triumphant and will assist you in overcoming your fears.
Ke Nee needs wisdom to go through all these!!!!!!!
Ke Nee needs wisdom to go through all these!!!!!!!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Monday, June 9, 2008
Is this me?
[1] Say you were in a relationship for 2 years and your boy/girlfriend cheated on you:
= cry:'(
[2] What was the last conversation you had with your best friend about?:
= I miss YOU so much~~
[3] Your most recent ex says he/she hates you, you say:
= ..... *speechless*
[4] Are you afraid of roller coasters?:
= kinda but still wanna try it. hehe:P
[5] Would you rather go to a party in or out of town?:
= probably in town... I am becoming more KL girl~~~
[6] What are you supposed to be doing right now?:
= sleeping?
[7] One wish?:
= he will be at my side...
[9] How is life going for you right now?:
= can't find a word to describe, but adapting la
[10] Do you miss any ex girlfriends/boyfriends?:
= what do you think?
[11] Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?:
= yea.. but truth is always so cruel....
[12] Last person to comment you?:
= YH
[13] Is there any meaning behind your profile song?:
= yeaa
[14] Do you believe what comes around goes around?:
= of course~
[15] What is your favorite fruit?:
= as long as it is fruit, i will like it!
[17] Do you trust people easily?:
= sometimes
[18] Who's the one person that always gets you through the day?:
= someone
[19] Do you give out second chances easily?:
= always
[20] Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?:
= depends on who
[21] Done anything illegal?:
= create record illegally?
[22] Do you like steak?:
= nope^
[23] Are you a lover or a fighter?:
= erm.....
[24] What the colour of your eyes?:
= black
[25] When was the last time you went out?:
= morning... went to work~
[26] What was the last movie you saw?:
= ah long pte ltd
[27] Who made you smile today?:
= that 2 cute trainees...
[28] Do you smile a lot?:
= yepps~
[29] Best thing that happened to you this week?:
= went to the hot spring at ulu yam, tired but enjoyed~
= cry:'(
[2] What was the last conversation you had with your best friend about?:
= I miss YOU so much~~
[3] Your most recent ex says he/she hates you, you say:
= ..... *speechless*
[4] Are you afraid of roller coasters?:
= kinda but still wanna try it. hehe:P
[5] Would you rather go to a party in or out of town?:
= probably in town... I am becoming more KL girl~~~
[6] What are you supposed to be doing right now?:
= sleeping?
[7] One wish?:
= he will be at my side...
[9] How is life going for you right now?:
= can't find a word to describe, but adapting la
[10] Do you miss any ex girlfriends/boyfriends?:
= what do you think?
[11] Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?:
= yea.. but truth is always so cruel....
[12] Last person to comment you?:
= YH
[13] Is there any meaning behind your profile song?:
= yeaa
[14] Do you believe what comes around goes around?:
= of course~
[15] What is your favorite fruit?:
= as long as it is fruit, i will like it!
[17] Do you trust people easily?:
= sometimes
[18] Who's the one person that always gets you through the day?:
= someone
[19] Do you give out second chances easily?:
= always
[20] Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?:
= depends on who
[21] Done anything illegal?:
= create record illegally?
[22] Do you like steak?:
= nope^
[23] Are you a lover or a fighter?:
= erm.....
[24] What the colour of your eyes?:
= black
[25] When was the last time you went out?:
= morning... went to work~
[26] What was the last movie you saw?:
= ah long pte ltd
[27] Who made you smile today?:
= that 2 cute trainees...
[28] Do you smile a lot?:
= yepps~
[29] Best thing that happened to you this week?:
= went to the hot spring at ulu yam, tired but enjoyed~
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Bad Day~
CDR, is really not belong to my place.. i am disliking the place not becoz i dun like the ppl there, is just that i am mentally unfit for this department. i shud pray that this 4 weeks will go faster...
While i was writing the worksheet, i saw ppl suffering fr diff type of cancer.. i felt their pain... especially those children, or some babies... why they have to undergo all this???
Went to the ward with her juz now, I saw the BHT, I saw the diagram that the doctor draw... is so similar, similar to those I used to see it... I tried to stop my tears... trying hard and hard... afterall, I cried in the journey home. Is so pain to see all these.... Half way, only I remembered, I forgot to punch my card!
Reached home, as usual, on computer... saw his nick, jz wanna see whether he is fine, but ended up.... ya, life is cruel... dear, let's pray hard together and go through it together!!! Gambateh~~~
The only good thing today is .............. I got my leave form signed!! without any queries..... Yes, I am having holiday soon..... getting far far away from that department!
And today, I really need to apologise to Jeevan! Sooooooo sorry la......
While i was writing the worksheet, i saw ppl suffering fr diff type of cancer.. i felt their pain... especially those children, or some babies... why they have to undergo all this???
Went to the ward with her juz now, I saw the BHT, I saw the diagram that the doctor draw... is so similar, similar to those I used to see it... I tried to stop my tears... trying hard and hard... afterall, I cried in the journey home. Is so pain to see all these.... Half way, only I remembered, I forgot to punch my card!
Reached home, as usual, on computer... saw his nick, jz wanna see whether he is fine, but ended up.... ya, life is cruel... dear, let's pray hard together and go through it together!!! Gambateh~~~
The only good thing today is .............. I got my leave form signed!! without any queries..... Yes, I am having holiday soon..... getting far far away from that department!
And today, I really need to apologise to Jeevan! Sooooooo sorry la......
Friday, May 23, 2008
Dilemma
I have been working in that super busy hospital for 6 weeks... yea, is 6 weeks. time flies... yesterday was my last day in in-patient dept, and next week, I have to adapt to a new environment again~~ but luckily, I have u all as my friends there, at least I am not lonely! hehe:P
After all these days, I still miss that small small land! (actually not small la, is much bigger than M'sia. haha..) I miss all the things there... the weather, the people, the air, friends, public transports, colby place, uni, central market, rundle mall, china town, budhha bar, k box, ... , and YOU! I miss you crazyly....
I started to write my resume that day, but gave up half way. I am in dilemma......
After all these days, I still miss that small small land! (actually not small la, is much bigger than M'sia. haha..) I miss all the things there... the weather, the people, the air, friends, public transports, colby place, uni, central market, rundle mall, china town, budhha bar, k box, ... , and YOU! I miss you crazyly....
I started to write my resume that day, but gave up half way. I am in dilemma......
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Graduation
Again, I stepped into that land, Adelaide! I enjoyed this trip yet I dun think my dad do. Friends that scattered around the world were gathered in this city. I miss all of them!!!
This is the last picture we took at uni. I am missing uni's life so much!!!!
Glenelg -- is a place that I went there 3 times a month!! It is the nearest beach from Adelaide.
Finally, graduated!!!! Thanks daddy for going!
Ke Nee vs Sharon aka Huang!! I knew her on the very 1st day of college. We were shouting across the apartment for each other. And so fast, that was already 4 years. During these 4 years, thanks for the companionship, thanks for being such a great friend!! 5 hours of chatting at the hotel lobby seems to be very long to others, but to us, is just too little time that we managed to catch up! Huang, I miss u so much!
Anthony, me & Poh Seng. Special thanks to Anthony, without him, I won't pass my 2nd year's exam. Without him, I won't be graduating this time! Thanks for all the courage!!!
Ke Nee + 5 of them (Tah Wai, Keat Siong, Qi, Serena & Sze Yee)
This is the last picture we took at uni. I am missing uni's life so much!!!!
Glenelg -- is a place that I went there 3 times a month!! It is the nearest beach from Adelaide.
Finally, graduated!!!! Thanks daddy for going!
Ke Nee vs Sharon aka Huang!! I knew her on the very 1st day of college. We were shouting across the apartment for each other. And so fast, that was already 4 years. During these 4 years, thanks for the companionship, thanks for being such a great friend!! 5 hours of chatting at the hotel lobby seems to be very long to others, but to us, is just too little time that we managed to catch up! Huang, I miss u so much!
Anthony, me & Poh Seng. Special thanks to Anthony, without him, I won't pass my 2nd year's exam. Without him, I won't be graduating this time! Thanks for all the courage!!!
Ke Nee + 5 of them (Tah Wai, Keat Siong, Qi, Serena & Sze Yee)
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Random
Finally, Kelly is back. I went to Klang yesterday, wanna claim back my airfare, and also meet up Kelly. Excited!! After about 3 months didn't see her, didn't 38 with her. If Sharon is here, then everything is so perfect. But nvm, I will meeting Huang in 2 days time!! Looking forward to that day.
We went back to SIT, actually just wanna pass my airticket to Pn Aini, but we ended up sitting there and kepo for about 2 hours. Mr Tay and Chun Sit were there, 4 of them (+ Pn Zali) were gossiping and 2 of us were listening. Haha... We wanna find a chance to make a move 1st but there are no chances at all. What we get in the end? A "shocking" news! Haha.. Kelly concluded: "SIT is a good meeting place!" Is that true?
1 more day, I will be heading to Adelaide with my dad. But till now, I does not feel any excitement. Anything wrong to me? Maybe it is really nothing special. Or, no one reminding me about the happiness? Daddy didn't even show his happiness, from what his act, is just like he have to go coz he is my dad. How perfect if my mum is here, this is the day that she is waiting for. But.....
We went back to SIT, actually just wanna pass my airticket to Pn Aini, but we ended up sitting there and kepo for about 2 hours. Mr Tay and Chun Sit were there, 4 of them (+ Pn Zali) were gossiping and 2 of us were listening. Haha... We wanna find a chance to make a move 1st but there are no chances at all. What we get in the end? A "shocking" news! Haha.. Kelly concluded: "SIT is a good meeting place!" Is that true?
1 more day, I will be heading to Adelaide with my dad. But till now, I does not feel any excitement. Anything wrong to me? Maybe it is really nothing special. Or, no one reminding me about the happiness? Daddy didn't even show his happiness, from what his act, is just like he have to go coz he is my dad. How perfect if my mum is here, this is the day that she is waiting for. But.....
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Interview
First job interview in my life!!!
I was told by my friends that the interview questions will be pharmacy related. So, the day before the interview, I tried to recall those general knowledge that I learnt in the Uni.
When I stepped into the interview room, I saw two malay ladies. First phrase I said was "Good Morning". They did not reply anything. No manners?? Don't care. The next thing they asked me to do was put my original and photocopied certs on the table. Before I manage to sit down, she started the first question.
1. When is the election?
2. Are you going to vote this time?
3. Do you know who call for parliament dismiss?
4. Under what conditions, Agong can call for dismiss?
5. Can you briefly talk about Malaysia's parliament?
6. Can you list out the Rukun Negara?
7. How many friends do you have?
OMG, all these question related to pharmacy? No No No... Being nervous and also can't really answer those questions as I didn't read newspaper for quite a long time. Or I should say, I don't have much interest on the election topic. She gave a me feedback:"As a government servant, or as a "RAKYAT MALAYSIA" you should know all these. From today onwards, go back don't watch Astro anymore, watch TV1 and TV2". So sorry ya, I din even watch astro's program, long time didn't watch TV program!!!!!! No point saying so much to her, just said "ohh".
Second part of interview...
1. Do you know what does a clinical pharmacist have to do?
2. There are many akta in Pharmacy in Malaysia. Can you list out few?
3. Quality use of medicine.
4. Which department control all the drugs in Malaysia?
Last question she asked: Which state do you prefer to work in? My answer of course is Selangor la... She said: Everyone also want to work in Selangor then who will go to Sarawak and Sabah? Fine, I just keep quite.
Generally, I felt I did badly in the interview, I was so scared when I came out from the interview room. Called Wenz and she just tried to calm me down. After half an hour of worrying... the interview result came out! Hooray, I passed! Thank God!
I was told by my friends that the interview questions will be pharmacy related. So, the day before the interview, I tried to recall those general knowledge that I learnt in the Uni.
When I stepped into the interview room, I saw two malay ladies. First phrase I said was "Good Morning". They did not reply anything. No manners?? Don't care. The next thing they asked me to do was put my original and photocopied certs on the table. Before I manage to sit down, she started the first question.
1. When is the election?
2. Are you going to vote this time?
3. Do you know who call for parliament dismiss?
4. Under what conditions, Agong can call for dismiss?
5. Can you briefly talk about Malaysia's parliament?
6. Can you list out the Rukun Negara?
7. How many friends do you have?
OMG, all these question related to pharmacy? No No No... Being nervous and also can't really answer those questions as I didn't read newspaper for quite a long time. Or I should say, I don't have much interest on the election topic. She gave a me feedback:"As a government servant, or as a "RAKYAT MALAYSIA" you should know all these. From today onwards, go back don't watch Astro anymore, watch TV1 and TV2". So sorry ya, I din even watch astro's program, long time didn't watch TV program!!!!!! No point saying so much to her, just said "ohh".
Second part of interview...
1. Do you know what does a clinical pharmacist have to do?
2. There are many akta in Pharmacy in Malaysia. Can you list out few?
3. Quality use of medicine.
4. Which department control all the drugs in Malaysia?
Last question she asked: Which state do you prefer to work in? My answer of course is Selangor la... She said: Everyone also want to work in Selangor then who will go to Sarawak and Sabah? Fine, I just keep quite.
Generally, I felt I did badly in the interview, I was so scared when I came out from the interview room. Called Wenz and she just tried to calm me down. After half an hour of worrying... the interview result came out! Hooray, I passed! Thank God!
Sunday, February 10, 2008
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Happy Chinese New Year
Today is the 1st day of CNY. What's so different?
1. We are not celebrating CNY this year. No reunion dinner, no ang pau, no "pai nian"....
2. Mummy is not around to celebrate CNY with us. Or maybe she is just beside us, but we cant see her.
3. Grandma is not here too... She is celebrating CNY with my mum....
4. Even dad is with us at penang, but we din see him throughout the day
5. I can on9 on the very 1st day of CNY
6. We went to watch CJ7 last nite, this is the very 1st time we watch movie @ cinema @ CNY with my aunty
7. No nice breakfast on the 1st day of CNY
Still have lots of different... the atmosphere is so different! Hope mummy is here, grandma is here. Hope daddy come back to us....
1. We are not celebrating CNY this year. No reunion dinner, no ang pau, no "pai nian"....
2. Mummy is not around to celebrate CNY with us. Or maybe she is just beside us, but we cant see her.
3. Grandma is not here too... She is celebrating CNY with my mum....
4. Even dad is with us at penang, but we din see him throughout the day
5. I can on9 on the very 1st day of CNY
6. We went to watch CJ7 last nite, this is the very 1st time we watch movie @ cinema @ CNY with my aunty
7. No nice breakfast on the 1st day of CNY
Still have lots of different... the atmosphere is so different! Hope mummy is here, grandma is here. Hope daddy come back to us....
Friday, February 1, 2008
Last day of placement
Time flies... Finally completed my placement! Here is some photo taken on the last day of my placement.
This is my "working" place. Haha.. Daydream there, chatting there, packing drugs there, did my placement workbook there, drink my coffee there, rest there....
He is Daniel, A-level student from UCSI. My little brother.. but he is not allowed to call me "jie jie" though my preceptor likes this term! He "accompany" me throughout the last 2 weeks of placement. Without him, the time past very very slow. He is smart and he is a nice friend! Oh ya, he is the ultimate zinnat shaker! Haha... Trying to break record of shaking zinnat!!!
My preceptor -- Mr Teoh. His favourite colour is BLUE! Haha.. This is what me and Daniel discovered after few weeks of placement. Everyday you can see him wearing a blue shirt with a blue tie! And his reason is guys dun have much choice of colour. Is that true? Somemore somemore, he likes the name of "BRIAN". Everyday he called Daniel as Brian, no reason... Just because he likes it. Maybe he should change his name to Mr Brian Teoh:)
Vel~~~ The only chinese girl in the pharmacy department. Nice and friendly. We become so close just after few days. Is that fate? The world is so small, she is 1 of my senior's friend! Hope she enjoys the Hong Kong trip!! Hehe:P
*Fizan*Very friendly girl... She asked me the same thing every morning -- "take your breakfast already?" She is also one of my lunch "kaki". Haha...
Kak Pathma... She really treats me just like her daughter. She is the one who show me the way to go to SKSMC after I lost in Klang town.
Kak Kym~ Nice and friendly.
Kak Siti~ Likes to call me without purpose! Hehe:P
Mr Long... A senior pharmacy assistant! He knows lots of things...
Uncle Kanda.. He likes to tell cold jokes but I always dunno what he is telling.. Haha..
Overall, I quite enjoy the placement. Thanks for taking care of me, trying to find something for me to do so that i won't feel bored, help me to complete all the exercise in the placement workbook... Missing them right now~~~
This is my "working" place. Haha.. Daydream there, chatting there, packing drugs there, did my placement workbook there, drink my coffee there, rest there....
He is Daniel, A-level student from UCSI. My little brother.. but he is not allowed to call me "jie jie" though my preceptor likes this term! He "accompany" me throughout the last 2 weeks of placement. Without him, the time past very very slow. He is smart and he is a nice friend! Oh ya, he is the ultimate zinnat shaker! Haha... Trying to break record of shaking zinnat!!!
My preceptor -- Mr Teoh. His favourite colour is BLUE! Haha.. This is what me and Daniel discovered after few weeks of placement. Everyday you can see him wearing a blue shirt with a blue tie! And his reason is guys dun have much choice of colour. Is that true? Somemore somemore, he likes the name of "BRIAN". Everyday he called Daniel as Brian, no reason... Just because he likes it. Maybe he should change his name to Mr Brian Teoh:)
Vel~~~ The only chinese girl in the pharmacy department. Nice and friendly. We become so close just after few days. Is that fate? The world is so small, she is 1 of my senior's friend! Hope she enjoys the Hong Kong trip!! Hehe:P
*Fizan*Very friendly girl... She asked me the same thing every morning -- "take your breakfast already?" She is also one of my lunch "kaki". Haha...
Kak Pathma... She really treats me just like her daughter. She is the one who show me the way to go to SKSMC after I lost in Klang town.
Kak Kym~ Nice and friendly.
Kak Siti~ Likes to call me without purpose! Hehe:P
Mr Long... A senior pharmacy assistant! He knows lots of things...
Uncle Kanda.. He likes to tell cold jokes but I always dunno what he is telling.. Haha..
Overall, I quite enjoy the placement. Thanks for taking care of me, trying to find something for me to do so that i won't feel bored, help me to complete all the exercise in the placement workbook... Missing them right now~~~
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Confused
These few days, I started to confuse. I cannot differentiate dreams and real life. I am confused!!! Which is happens in real life, which is just a dream... I really need help. Help me to differentiate....
Is this a symptom of psychiatric problem? I am so scared... I cannot control my emotion these few months and always controlled by my emotion. I am helpless....
Is this a symptom of psychiatric problem? I am so scared... I cannot control my emotion these few months and always controlled by my emotion. I am helpless....
Monday, January 21, 2008
Australia
Suddenly, I miss Australia so much!
Suddenly, I regret to make the decision to come back!
Australia, what is so nice in Australia? What make me miss Australia? I don't know... Friends? Maybe... Or is something that I cannot let go?
No matter how, the decision already made! I should not regret! I should start my new life here... No matter how much I miss Australia, how much i miss people in Australia, life is still life here, I still have to survive here.
Read Huang's blog just now, my tears flow down by it's own. I can imagine how stress she is, how lonely she is... God, please give her some energy, let her be strong. I miss her so much!!! If I can, I really hope that I am there, spending the time with her. Laugh and cry together with her.
Suddenly, I regret to make the decision to come back!
Australia, what is so nice in Australia? What make me miss Australia? I don't know... Friends? Maybe... Or is something that I cannot let go?
No matter how, the decision already made! I should not regret! I should start my new life here... No matter how much I miss Australia, how much i miss people in Australia, life is still life here, I still have to survive here.
Read Huang's blog just now, my tears flow down by it's own. I can imagine how stress she is, how lonely she is... God, please give her some energy, let her be strong. I miss her so much!!! If I can, I really hope that I am there, spending the time with her. Laugh and cry together with her.
Over-spent
Sunway Pyramid, Midvalley and Aeon Bukit Tinggi! These are the 3 places that I went for the past few days. Continuosly... And, my purse is crying now... if my dad knows the total amount of money i spent these 3 days, i think is his turn to cry too...
Can you imagine I spent out a month salary for a pre-reg pharmacist in 3 days? OMG, that's a huge amount. People work 30 days to get that amount of money and yet i spent it in 3 days. That's why people said girls will spend alot in shopping when they are not in a good mood. I think it is true (at least is true for me), I will buy lots of unnecessary stuffs when I am in a bad mood.
I have to stop!! Stop buying, stop shopping and also stop bad mood! Possible? We will wait and see...
Can you imagine I spent out a month salary for a pre-reg pharmacist in 3 days? OMG, that's a huge amount. People work 30 days to get that amount of money and yet i spent it in 3 days. That's why people said girls will spend alot in shopping when they are not in a good mood. I think it is true (at least is true for me), I will buy lots of unnecessary stuffs when I am in a bad mood.
I have to stop!! Stop buying, stop shopping and also stop bad mood! Possible? We will wait and see...
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Rain will share my tears
Doesn't matter whom you are with
Doesn't matter where you are going
Don't you know I'm still waiting here for you
And pray for you
In the sunny days, sun will light your day
In the windy days, wind will lead your way
I have to say, you're my treasure moments
Never gonna walk away
In the rainy days, rains will share my tears
In the stormy days, storms will steal my pain
Just go your way and leave things all behind
Spread your wings and fly away
I'm pretending you’re mine
And wishing you'll be fine
The moments we share never die
You make a difference to my life
And let me realize
The feeling I've got deep inside
Monday, January 14, 2008
Placement
Started my final placement last week at Sri Kota Specialist Medical Centre, Klang. It is a private hospital and there is only ONE pharmacist in the pharmacy department. Thus, the pharmacist is super busy! He seldom have time to talk to me, to teach me, to supervise me... I could say this is not a good place for placement though the pharmacist is very nice, very friendly. Suddenly missing my Australia's placement so much! Missing my preceptor, Khiem & all the pharmacy assistants there. They really taught me lots of things.
This is the table where I did my sleeping, day dreaming and reading the prescription during my placement. Haha.. Can you see the big stack of prescription on the table? That is the 4th stack of presciption that i read after a week of my placement.Really hope that the pharmacist will allocate other things for me to do for the next few days. I am really sick of doctor's writing especially the Dr. L.
Hoping time will pass faster, then I can complete my placement faster, get my letter of completion faster and graduate on time! I have to complete the workbook as soon as possible. That's a big task! Still remember last placement, I used 7 weeks to complete my placement workbook but now I do not have so much time. I have to send my workbook to Adelaide, to Geoff March as soon as possible. Give me energy~~~
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Real life vs Drama
Drama is always edited from the real life, am i right? When facing some problems in our life, drama will be our reference? Went out with SHua, SHui and JC just now. JC gave an idea that I should go back and watch few dramas, then I will know what i should do next. Haha.. Feel this idea not bad!
Things happen out of our control. Actually, I can't do anything for that, but I wish I can prevent something from happening. As time past, I heard more bad things about her. Yet, he still not awake. If my mum is here, all these will not happen and I will be enjoying my "princess" life now. Missing my "princess" life so much!
Stop dreaming.... Dreaming will not help. I should continue with my real life, my current "weed" life. Must be strong in order to "WIN"!
Things happen out of our control. Actually, I can't do anything for that, but I wish I can prevent something from happening. As time past, I heard more bad things about her. Yet, he still not awake. If my mum is here, all these will not happen and I will be enjoying my "princess" life now. Missing my "princess" life so much!
Stop dreaming.... Dreaming will not help. I should continue with my real life, my current "weed" life. Must be strong in order to "WIN"!
Bye 2007 & Welcome 2008
Deleted all my posts for 2007, hoping all the unhappy memories will be deleted from my mind too. Too childish?
Don't feel like giving a summary of 2007 coz i don't think there are memories that worth to remember except the friendship i got! Special thanks to those who always stay at my side and always give me support!!
2008's Ke Nee will be a new Ke Nee? Who knows? But life started to be new.. After 4 weeks placement, I will be graduate officially. Looking forward to that day.
Don't feel like giving a summary of 2007 coz i don't think there are memories that worth to remember except the friendship i got! Special thanks to those who always stay at my side and always give me support!!
2008's Ke Nee will be a new Ke Nee? Who knows? But life started to be new.. After 4 weeks placement, I will be graduate officially. Looking forward to that day.
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