Bad Day~

CDR, is really not belong to my place.. i am disliking the place not becoz i dun like the ppl there, is just that i am mentally unfit for this department. i shud pray that this 4 weeks will go faster...
While i was writing the worksheet, i saw ppl suffering fr diff type of cancer.. i felt their pain... especially those children, or some babies... why they have to undergo all this???

Went to the ward with her juz now, I saw the BHT, I saw the diagram that the doctor draw... is so similar, similar to those I used to see it... I tried to stop my tears... trying hard and hard... afterall, I cried in the journey home. Is so pain to see all these.... Half way, only I remembered, I forgot to punch my card!

Reached home, as usual, on computer... saw his nick, jz wanna see whether he is fine, but ended up.... ya, life is cruel... dear, let's pray hard together and go through it together!!! Gambateh~~~

The only good thing today is .............. I got my leave form signed!! without any queries..... Yes, I am having holiday soon..... getting far far away from that department!

And today, I really need to apologise to Jeevan! Sooooooo sorry la......

Dilemma

I have been working in that super busy hospital for 6 weeks... yea, is 6 weeks. time flies... yesterday was my last day in in-patient dept, and next week, I have to adapt to a new environment again~~ but luckily, I have u all as my friends there, at least I am not lonely! hehe:P

After all these days, I still miss that small small land! (actually not small la, is much bigger than M'sia. haha..) I miss all the things there... the weather, the people, the air, friends, public transports, colby place, uni, central market, rundle mall, china town, budhha bar, k box, ... , and YOU! I miss you crazyly....

I started to write my resume that day, but gave up half way. I am in dilemma......

Happy Mother's Day

Wishing all mothers Happy Mother's Day!!