CDR, is really not belong to my place.. i am disliking the place not becoz i dun like the ppl there, is just that i am mentally unfit for this department. i shud pray that this 4 weeks will go faster...
While i was writing the worksheet, i saw ppl suffering fr diff type of cancer.. i felt their pain... especially those children, or some babies... why they have to undergo all this???
Went to the ward with her juz now, I saw the BHT, I saw the diagram that the doctor draw... is so similar, similar to those I used to see it... I tried to stop my tears... trying hard and hard... afterall, I cried in the journey home. Is so pain to see all these.... Half way, only I remembered, I forgot to punch my card!
Reached home, as usual, on computer... saw his nick, jz wanna see whether he is fine, but ended up.... ya, life is cruel... dear, let's pray hard together and go through it together!!! Gambateh~~~
The only good thing today is .............. I got my leave form signed!! without any queries..... Yes, I am having holiday soon..... getting far far away from that department!
And today, I really need to apologise to Jeevan! Sooooooo sorry la......
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