Insomnia

It's an insomnia night again~ This is the 2nd one in this week! Is it that hard to fall into sleep?
I am sleepy, but jz couldnt close my eyes, go into the dream world. Suffering....

With my schedule, should I change? I am in dilemma... I am not prepared, I am stressed! But, do I really need any preparation? Not physically but mentally~ I have 1 more week so that I am mentally well prepared! It shouldnt be a hard thing for me right? And with this change, I have to give up my Brunei trip. Worth it?

I hate long night. Alone, facing the walls... and thinking of him. I am lonely now~